Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I feel like a bad person, but...

I get excited about college when I think of it as an escape from all the relationships that make me feel trapped and from all the people I don't like. As much as it scares me, as much as I'm not ready for it, and as much as I'll miss my family and best friends, I kinda like the idea of a new beginning. I won't start college committed to anyone, and the constricting ropes of some of my current relationships will loosen and let me breathe again. Hopefully I won't make the same mistakes in college and get into these situations all over again.



  1. Our marriage better not make you feel trapped because if it does you better tell me xD
    You're not a bad person dear, a new beginning is always a nice idea even if you don't know what's going to come out of it.

  2. Haha at the rate we get divorced, I do not feel like our marriage is very binding. I'm not talking about normal friendships, more like the weird ones that feel more like obligations or are just too much for whatever reason.
    Thanks ^_^

  3. <3 I support excitement about college.

  4. I'm pretty sure I know which ones you're talking about because I feel the same about a few. But hey our divorce rate has gone down lately.

  5. If you find my friendship to be suffocating, I'm sorry. I apologize with all my heart for a. being clingy and b. not explaining my clinginess.

  6. No Lauren, I'm not talking about anyone who would be reading this. Don't worry, it's not you.