Thursday, June 16, 2011

I want your ugly. I want your disease.

I've seen this quote on Facebook a million times. "If you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." I thought this sounded extremely bitchy, and it does, bit it's also a twisted way of saying something very true.

Real relationships are all or nothing. You take the good, the bad, and the ugly. You accept their flaws because you know you have them too, and you would want them to do the same for you. It's so important for people to have relationships because they can share the good and the bad. When you share good, it spreads and multiplies. When you share the bad, the weight is divided, and it's not as hard to deal with. Everyone has a dark side, but the people who really love them will work through the darkness.

I would never expect anyone to want me at my worst. I get moody, I have anxiety attacks over small things, sometimes I cry at random, I'm stubborn, I always have to be right, I worry about everything, and the tiniest of triggers can change my mood in an instant. I'm sorry for all that. I wish I could change and I try, but I would never go so far to say that someone who can't deal with it doesn't deserve me. I'm more than grateful for the people who stick around when I'm bitchy, and if we're throwing around the word "deserve," I definitely don't deserve them.

It's what Lady Gaga's Bad Romance is about, isn't it? Or what Baby says to her father at the end of Dirty Dancing? If you love someone, you love all of them. You love them for who they are, even if it's not always pretty, because you know they would do the same for you.



  1. Everybody wants you all the time dear~ Everyone has moments and you 'deserve' everybody you have now and more. Don't think you're not worth it because you are and I don't think anything you could do would make me not think that. ♥

  2. Juliana, please pause for a moment and re-read Jessica's comment. She's absolutely right. You ARE worth it, which is why I'm honored to be your friend. The problem is that you often times don't realize that you are worth it. It upsets me when people paint a picture of themselves that is worse than what they really are. As Lady Gaga would say,"Just love yourself and you're set".
    That's Lady Gaga and I's advice for the day. ♥
    Btw, your second paragraph is absolute perfection.

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  4. Huh. Should I be offended by that comment?